{"id":443,"date":"2011-01-23T21:47:27","date_gmt":"2011-01-24T01:47:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/doyoubelieveinvampires.com\/?p=443"},"modified":"2011-01-23T21:47:27","modified_gmt":"2011-01-24T01:47:27","slug":"life-and-other-things-like-it","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/doyoubelieveinvampires.com\/?p=443","title":{"rendered":"Life and Other Things Like It"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/doyoubelieveinvampires.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/Mix.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-444\" title=\"Mix\" src=\"http:\/\/doyoubelieveinvampires.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/Mix-1024x576.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"640\" height=\"360\" srcset=\"http:\/\/doyoubelieveinvampires.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/Mix-1024x576.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/doyoubelieveinvampires.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/Mix-300x168.jpg 300w, http:\/\/doyoubelieveinvampires.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/01\/Mix.jpg 1500w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 640px) 100vw, 640px\" \/><\/a>I\u2019m  writing this while I sit in a sound mix at WNET\/13. My editor\u2019s down  the hall building roll-ins to drop into the Pledge breaks we spent the  last week editing and getting in shape for export and delivery to the  PBS system on Monday. Film and TV production is a weird and interesting  life -- I think moving around every two years for most of my Air Force  brat childhood prepared me for a transient work life -- going from job  to job freelance, being thrown on a plane or train and heading who knows  where for a day, a week, or however long it took to get the job done.  Then everyone back home to look for the next gig.<\/p>\n<p>Writing  is almost the opposite of this. I stay home, in one seat, going to a  nearby restaurant or caf\u00e9 with my laptop for a change of pace. To do  anything for air, I need a production budget; I need a crew to shoot,  then an editor and mixer for post-production, even if I pre-edit the  pieces myself on my laptop of home computer. All I can have is what the  station can afford to make the airdate. You need to learn to negotiate  -- if you and the director or editor have a different view of what\u2019s  being shot or cut, you have to learn to express yourself in a way that  gets it for you -- and you have to be right -- or when problems arise,  you get the smirk of someone beside you who told you that wasn\u2019t going  to work. Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose, but in the end, if  everyone on your team is trying to get the job done, you make your  deadline with something that does what you were sent out to accomplish.  But you need people, you need facilities -- you need more than yourself.<\/p>\n<p>When  I sit down to my keyboard to work on my fiction, I can have anything  I\u2019m able to imagine and describe, anywhere, in any time, or even anyone.  I\u2019ve written chapters set in the Northern Africa of a thousand years  ago, in contemporary New York and 14th century France, populated my  novels with fictitious characters and mingled them with my versions of  historic figures drawn from my research. There is total, complete  freedom, something I don\u2019t have anywhere else in my life. Is it any  wonder I love to write? It\u2019s the one place I know I can soar as high as I  can take myself.<\/p>\n<p>It  isn\u2019t always easy. Easy writing is seldom the best writing you do --  but it\u2019s always a pleasure, albeit occasionally a twisted one, even when  I\u2019m wrestling with a story or characters to get them to move in the  direction I want them to go. As with a TV crew, sometimes, you win,  sometimes you lose -- but if you listen to what\u2019s being said and why,  sometimes you find yourself someplace better than you wanted to be in  the first place.<\/p>\n<p>For  now, my life is still divided between my day job work and my life\u2019s  work. I hope one day to be able to sell enough books to life exclusively  on earnings from my writing, but that\u2019s a luxury a relative handful of  fiction writers on the planet have. In the meantime, I\u2019ve at least found  a balance between the two that keeps me both eating and writing, even  if not always as much of either as I may sometimes like.<\/p>\n<p>As  long as I keep writing, keep making time to write -- no one \u201cfinds\u201d it  any more than we \u201cfind\u201d money -- I will be happy with my lot in life.  Writing may not pay my bills by itself yet, but it does fill a need in  me that nothing else does as well. A need for adventure, exploration,  romance, mystery and occasionally even -- literary sex...how else do you  think writers get new characters? (If characters in my first novel  hadn\u2019t hooked, up, I wouldn\u2019t have half the characters in my second! And  that one ends with two more babies on the way...) As long as writing  fills my free time with all of that, it will always have a place in my  life.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I\u2019m writing this while I sit in a sound mix at WNET\/13. 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